I've decided to not give up, please forgive me everyone for even thinking that. I don't want to send the wrong message. When things get harder in life we need to keep pressing on. In this new year hopefully I can push out a lot more tutorials. I've also decided to show on the sidebar upcoming tutorials in the works. Hopefully this will create some excitement.
In addition, this year I plan to get a new website out and rolling for SDLTutorials.com, along with a new website for MetaCipher Studios, my upcoming indie game studio. It will not only be a place where I can put my own games to sell, but for all of you as well.